i sit here bundled in a 20 inch space
on a flight across the earth
and with each ancient river that passes below me
the eternity of the last year begins to hurt
in overwhelming depth each joy, each ache
each escaping tendril of the web i spun
replaying all the games of give and take
every texture added, every hue undone
and at the end i came to you
will time solve this one for me?
im not sure if i want your body or your soul
im not even sure what i want you to feel
i wonder if you felt my restraint
i know that i felt yours
i wonder if maybe you misunderstood
attributing it to a more blamable cause
i feel like i know you from somewhere before
and yet i thirst for more detail
i feel like there's a link im missing here
trying to catch a ship that's already set sail
